You always know.. a little

I knew.. after I laid there in bed doing the math... 14 days.. it's been 14 days since my period started. (my first by the way.. since the baby was born) So.. I lay there... thinking.. well, I'm getting pregnant.. right now. That was Jan 23rd. So almost 2 weeks later I buy a test.. because the commercials say.. results 4 days before missed period.. I take it... nope. Not preggo.. Saturday.. (no period) next week (still no period) buy another test.. nope. Not preggo again! Time to start thinking of summer and bikinis.. since I missed the pool last year, I am GOING to the pool this year! BUT still... (no period) one more time.. buy a test.. now it's February 19th (earlier today I enrolled in Cosmetology school) my period is now almost 2 weeks late but I'm thinking.. I bet my periods are weird.. they just started.. I take the test and before it even shows the "test working" window line.. the pregnant '+' pops up.. yup.. I'm pregnant.

Thinking back over the past week or two.. that would explain the craving for fish that ended up with me eating fish tacos for 4 days in a row... and the random naps during the day.. that morning I couldn't wake up till noon and having to get up again in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom.. but you always think.. naaahhhhh... I'm not pregnant.. even though, you know. Even in my dream the night before I found out... I took a test and it was positive, I guess my body was saying.. "woman.. you're pregnant, lay off the diet pepsi!"

So I'm only 6 weeks pregnant.. (earliest I've ever found out) the baby is 2-4mm long... so as big as this "i"
and i knew all along! :)